I recall the where I've been,
On the outside, and looking in,
All my life is labeled 'sin'.
Hide my soul all day within.

Society's hatred permeates me,
While I live, I must not be,
Until nothing remains of me,
Suffering and pain is real now.

Hold my breath while they pump in death, (1)
Oh God, please, help me.

The life I have is named unreal,
A Normal's life is what I must feel,
Impossible for me to conceal,
The difference that defines me.

Cursed by all who encounter me,
No longer a savant novelty,
Denied the rewards of society,
Why won't people accept me?

Hold my breath as they pump in death,
Oh God, please, help me,
Everyone hates me, I'm just one,
Oh, God, help me,
Hold my breath as they pump in death,
Oh God, please, help me.

Society imprisons me,
Denies all that I see,
Everywhere are enemies,
I must not live,
They insist I die,
It's part of me,
Not a choice I made.

'Morally deficient' defines my life,
A curse my speech,
Wrong my hearing,
Clumsy my hands,
Stumbling my lips,
Empty my soul,
Can I name this life hell?