I never thought I'd feel so alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all.
I took my time, I hurried up,
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough.
I'm too depressed to go on,
You'll all miss me when I'm gone.

I should've conquered when it came,
Thirteen must hold some better days.
Days when I can feel alive,
And I can't wait to get outside.
Everybody's using me,
I made it very easy to see.
I can't wait, to get back home,
To pass the time in my room alone.