I had nightmares, I was in them
I was looking into your eyes
To see as clear as the skies
The lunacy and torture in me

Fingertips have memories
Mine can't forget the curves of your body
And when I feel a bit naughty
I run it up the flagpole and see who salutes (but only Athrun does)

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell

Been around the world and found
That only vicious people are breeding
The hotheads cloning and feeding
And I don't even watch my TV

Put me in the hospital for nerves
And then they had to commit me
You told them all I was horny
They cut off my balls, now I'm an amputee, goddamn you

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
And it's a pain to live so well

I wanna publish 'zines
And destroy war machines
I wanna pierce my dick
It doesn't hurt, it feels fine
The trivial sublime
I'd like to turn off time
And kill my mind
You kill my mind

Paranoia paranoia
Everyone's coming to arrest me
Just say you never caressed me
I'm running underground with the moles (hidin' in holes)

Hear the voices in my head
I swear to God it sounds like they're snoring
But if you're bored then you're boring
The agony and the carnality, they're killing me

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
And it's a pain to live so well