Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Pain's not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Constant cutting too much numbs me
But i cannot have
It any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Needs to be deep to satisfy
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To be able to go on alive
Cut deep with the blood line.
Show me that nothing and that i do not matter
Relax, turn around andstab real hard
I can help you change
Emotion pain to physical pain
I just want to go
Somewhere far far away
Blend and balance
Pain and cutting
Deep within you
Till you you will not be able to stop today
It's not enough.
I need more.
needs to be deepto satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To go on being alive
shove knives deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.
Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to nothing
What became of sanity?
How can it mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?
I'll keep cutting till
I feel something.
Take drugs to you feel fine
Show me that i'm nothing and that i do not matter
Cutting and addiction, these feel fine.
Relax. Nobody cares anyway
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