I'm so tired of living here
saddened by by my childhood memories
and if you must leave
i wish you would leave me alone
because your presence still follows me
and it won't go away

these pains won't seem to heal
this pain feels just too real
there's just so much that time cannot save

when you cried i'd brush away all of these tears
when you screamed i'd protect you from all of these fears
and i've held on to you for all of these years
but you still have most of me

you used captivate me
by your blinding light
but now i am left alone with the life you left behind
your face, it haunts me so much
your voice it chased away all of my hopes

these pains won't seem to heal
this pain is just so real
just too much that time cannot save

when you cried i'd wash away all of these tears
when you screamed i'd save from all of these fears
and i've held on to you so long
but you still remember me

i've tried so hard to tell myself your gone
and though your still here
i've been alone for all this time